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Title: Within You (Without You)
Writer: 1lostone (lj: 1lostoneficspot)
Alternate links: FF.net || Ao3 ||
Status of work: WIP- Ch 1/6
Characters and/or pairings: Sherlock/John, Ensemble
Rating: NC-17
Warnings, kinks & contents: Longer, more detailed list is at the bottom of this fic. Please read if you have any issues. This is a WIP so other tags might show up at random. First Time, Friends to Lovers, Elements of PTSD, Suicidal Thoughts, Descriptions of panic attacks, Codependency, Post Reichenbach, Depression, Claustrophobia, Hurt/Comfort, Jealousy, Angst, Accidental Voyeurism, Voyeurism, Non-Linear story
Length: chapter length varies- but word count for the first 4 chapters is 18,161
Author's note: Obviously, bit of a whump here. But I promise to make it better.
Summary: It wasn’t fair to say that Sherlock never miscalculated. As often as he might wish otherwise, Sherlock was, after all, only human. As John would say, ‘on the “rare” occasions when Sherlock bollocksed something up, he really bollocksed something up.' This was most definitely one of those times.

|| Chapter 1 || Chapter 2 || Chapter 3 || Chapter 4 ||

A/N: Mind the warnings here. Long chapter is long. Some John/OMC and light d/s tones. (sort of? Well, you'll see what I mean.) Gore, little bit more John whump, then it will get better bbs. Promise.

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Title: Within You (Without You)
Writer: 1lostone (lj: 1lostoneficspot)
Alternate links: FF.net || Ao3 ||
Status of work: WIP- Ch 1/6
Characters and/or pairings: Sherlock/John, Ensemble
Rating: NC-17
Warnings, kinks & contents: Longer, more detailed list is at the bottom of this fic. Please read if you have any issues. This is a WIP so other tags might show up at random. First Time, Friends to Lovers, Elements of PTSD, Suicidal Thoughts, Descriptions of panic attacks, Codependency, Post Reichenbach, Depression, Claustrophobia, Hurt/Comfort, Jealousy, Angst, Accidental Voyeurism, Voyeurism, Non-Linear story
Length: chapter length varies- but word count for the first 4 chapters is 18,161
Author's note: Obviously, bit of a whump here. But I promise to make it better.
Summary: It wasn’t fair to say that Sherlock never miscalculated. As often as he might wish otherwise, Sherlock was, after all, only human. As John would say, ‘on the “rare” occasions when Sherlock bollocksed something up, he really bollocksed something up.' This was most definitely one of those times.( Read more... )

Title:You Don't Need To Show Off (I'm Already Yours)
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 9505
Warnings: exhibitionism, extremely unsafe driving practices, suit porn, bareback, etc.
Summary: Sometimes Stiles thinks that he's the plot point of every John Hughes movie ever to exist. When Derek finally gets around to taking Stiles out on their first date, he finds out he's right.  Prompts at the end notes :)
A/N:For diva0789, tinocka, kirawords, Ihni. Thanks to Diva for the title!  I really have to blame tumblr for this. I was procrastinating writing a sherlock fic, and this happened. It's a a sequel of sorts to Hey There Little Red, but there's only a couple of references to that plot. Basically, this is just filth cleverly disguised as a literary endeavor. In my defense: Dylan O'Brien.
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Title:  Nowhere Man
Fandom: Teen Wolf (Still regretting NOTHING!)
Words:  68,400 words. (This can be read as complete, although I do have a small epilogue planned.)
Summary: When Stiles leaves Beacon Hills, he does it without a backwards glance. For two years he is happy on the other side of the country- until someone targets not only him, but his daughter.Unfortunately, the asshole bodyguard his dad hired to make sure he gets back home is none other than Derek Hale. And that's really not very good for either of them.
Warnings: Attempt at plot!  Angst! Descriptions of panic attacks! alpha/omega dynamics(made up to fit this story. They're not the "typical" dynamics you find in fic)! Creepy stalker behavior! A metric fuckton of more angst! Boys being stupid! (mostly) Off-screen mpreg and ... kid!fic!

Anyway, this is dedicated to mah bb, jlm121 because I love her. And she made me watch Teen Wolf, so.


Read on Ao3   ||  Chapter 1  || Chapter 2 || Chapter 3  || Chapter 4  || Chapter 5 || Chapter 6 || Chapter 7 
                      || Chapter 8   || Chapter 9 || Chapter 10 || Chapter 11 || Epilogue (posted into two parts, 'cuz that's how I roll.)

I think when an "epilogue" is longer than some of the chapters, I should just suck it up and call it a chapter. Well... whatever you want to call it, here you go. First word of caution: Please only read this if you felt the "end" of the last chapter was missing. I know it's not possible to make everyone happy... but I tried! At least I tried to make Stiles and Zoe happy, and that's what's important, right? :)

It's been a wild ride and I thank you for sticking it out with me.

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Title:  Nowhere Man
Fandom: Teen Wolf (Still regretting NOTHING!)
Words:  68,400 words. (This can be read as complete, although I do have a small epilogue planned.)
Summary: When Stiles leaves Beacon Hills, he does it without a backwards glance. For two years he is happy on the other side of the country- until someone targets not only him, but his daughter.Unfortunately, the asshole bodyguard his dad hired to make sure he gets back home is none other than Derek Hale. And that's really not very good for either of them.
Warnings: Attempt at plot!  Angst! Descriptions of panic attacks! alpha/omega dynamics(made up to fit this story. They're not the "typical" dynamics you find in fic)! Creepy stalker behavior! A metric fuckton of more angst! Boys being stupid! (mostly) Off-screen mpreg and ... kid!fic!



Anyway, this is dedicated to mah bb, jlm121 because I love her. And she made me watch Teen Wolf, so.


Read on Ao3   ||  Chapter 1  || Chapter 2 || Chapter 3  || Chapter 4  || Chapter 5 || Chapter 6 || Chapter 7 
                      || Chapter 8   || Chapter 9 || Chapter 10 || Chapter 11


( The end... (okay there's an epilogue coming soon!) )

Title:  Nowhere Man
Fandom: Teen Wolf (Still regretting NOTHING!)
Words: (this chap) aprox 10k. yes, you read that right. Sorry. Fic is at 61+ with one chapter (and probably an epilogue) to go.
Summary: When Stiles leaves Beacon Hills, he does it without a backwards glance. For two years he is happy on the other side of the country- until someone targets not only him, but his daughter.Unfortunately, the asshole bodyguard his dad hired to make sure he gets back home is none other than Derek Hale. And that's really not very good for either of them.
Warnings: Attempt at plot!  Angst! Descriptions of panic attacks! alpha/omega dynamics(made up to fit this story. They're not the "typical" dynamics you find in fic)! Creepy stalker behavior! A metric fuckton of more angst! Boys being stupid! (mostly) Off-screen mpreg and ... kid!fic! This is a wip.(Note possibly triggery occurrences such as assault, sex under false pretenses, etc.)
Anyway, this is dedicated to mah bb, jlm121 because I love her.  This chapter was kindly looked at by silvarbelle and jlm121, but all mistakes are mine!


Read on Ao3   ||  Chapter 1  || Chapter 2 || Chapter 3  || Chapter 4  || Chapter 5 || Chapter 6 || Chapter 7 
                      || Chapter 8   || Chapter 9 || Chapter 10

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Please see the bottom of the page for more notes for possibly triggery specifics on this chapter. Long chapter is Long. There is one more chapter after this and possibly an epilogue. Please see the end of this post for any trigger warnings.

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Title:  Nowhere Man
Fandom: Teen Wolf (Still regretting NOTHING!)
Words: (this chap) aprox 5600
Summary: When Stiles leaves Beacon Hills, he does it without a backwards glance. For two years he is happy on the other side of the country- until someone targets not only him, but his daughter.Unfortunately, the asshole bodyguard his dad hired to make sure he gets back home is none other than Derek Hale. And that's really not very good for either of them.
Warnings: Attempt at plot!  Angst! Descriptions of panic attacks! alpha/omega dynamics(made up to fit this story. They're not the "typical" dynamics you find in fic)! Creepy stalker behavior! A metric fuckton of more angst! Boys being stupid! (mostly) Off-screen mpreg and ... kid!fic! This is a wip.
Anyway, this is dedicated to mah bb, jlm121 because I love her.   Beta'd by the amazing diva0789!


Read on Ao3   ||  Chapter 1  || Chapter 2 || Chapter 3  || Chapter 4  || Chapter 5 || Chapter 6 || Chapter 7  || Chapter 8

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Title:  Nowhere Man
Fandom: Teen Wolf (Still regretting NOTHING!)
Words: (this chap) aprox 5200
Summary: When Stiles leaves Beacon Hills, he does it without a backwards glance. For two years he is happy on the other side of the country- until someone targets not only him, but his daughter.Unfortunately, the asshole bodyguard his dad hired to make sure he gets back home is none other than Derek Hale. And that's really not very good for either of them.
Warnings: Attempt at plot!  Angst! Descriptions of panic attacks! alpha/omega dynamics(made up to fit this story. They're not the "typical" dynamics you find in fic)! Creepy stalker behavior! A metric fuckton of more angst! Boys being stupid! (mostly) Off-screen mpreg and ... kid!fic! This is a wip.
Anyway, this is dedicated to mah bb, jlm121 because I love her.   Beta'd by the amazing diva0789!


Read on Ao3   ||  Chapter 1  || Chapter 2 || Chapter 3  || Chapter 4  || Chapter 5 ||

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Title:  Nowhere Man
Fandom: Teen Wolf (Still regretting NOTHING!)
Words: (this chap) aprox 6500
Summary: When Stiles leaves Beacon Hills, he does it without a backwards glance. For two years he is happy on the other side of the country- until someone targets not only him, but his daughter.Unfortunately, the asshole bodyguard his dad hired to make sure he gets back home is none other than Derek Hale. And that's really not very good for either of them.
Warnings: Attempt at plot!  Angst! Descriptions of panic attacks! alpha/omega dynamics(made up to fit this story. They're not the "typical" dynamics you find in fic)! Creepy stalker behavior! A metric fuckton of more angst! Boys being stupid! (mostly) Off-screen mpreg and ... kid!fic! This is a wip. I hope to be able to post every three days or so, but fair warning.
Anyway, this is dedicated to mah bb, jlm121 because I love her.   Beta'd by the amazing diva0789!


Read on Ao3   ||  Chapter 1  || Chapter 2 || Chapter 3  ||

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Long chapter is long. Sorry- one of these days I’ll be able to plan out chapters that are all roughly equal length, but today is not that day!

Chapter warning for angst and overly-dramatic writing, because I LOVE THIS TROPE OKAY. If anyone is still reading, then please continue to trust me. You can totally trust me, okay? Honest! NO REALLY. :D

Some possibly triggery behavior (not by either of main characters), also vomit. Ewwwww, my apologies.

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Title: What the Moon Showed Me
Rating: Adult
Words: 6677, 21k for series.
Summary: Two months after their night in the pool, Derek comes back.
A/N:For redhoodiestiles on tumblr.  I requested that she make me a video, and SHE DID.  Beta'd byjlm121 and diva0789, but any mistakes are mine. :)
Warnings: Fills my bites/marking spot on my kink bingo card! Warnings for mention of knotting, PWP, etc.

Or, read on Ao3 .

Sequel to What the Night Showed Me, although since they are both basically PWPs with no redeeming literary value whatsoever, you can read this by itself. Series Complete!

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