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Title: Within You (Without You)
Writer: 1lostone (lj: 1lostoneficspot)
Alternate links: FF.net || Ao3 ||
Status of work: WIP- Ch 1/6
Characters and/or pairings: Sherlock/John, Ensemble
Rating: NC-17
Warnings, kinks & contents: Longer, more detailed list is at the bottom of this fic. Please read if you have any issues. This is a WIP so other tags might show up at random. First Time, Friends to Lovers, Elements of PTSD, Suicidal Thoughts, Descriptions of panic attacks, Codependency, Post Reichenbach, Depression, Claustrophobia, Hurt/Comfort, Jealousy, Angst, Accidental Voyeurism, Voyeurism, Non-Linear story
Length: chapter length varies- but word count for the first 4 chapters is 18,161
Author's note: Obviously, bit of a whump here. But I promise to make it better.
Summary: It wasn’t fair to say that Sherlock never miscalculated. As often as he might wish otherwise, Sherlock was, after all, only human. As John would say, ‘on the “rare” occasions when Sherlock bollocksed something up, he really bollocksed something up.' This was most definitely one of those times.

|| Chapter 1 || Chapter 2 || Chapter 3 || Chapter 4 ||

A/N: Mind the warnings here. Long chapter is long. Some John/OMC and light d/s tones. (sort of? Well, you'll see what I mean.) Gore, little bit more John whump, then it will get better bbs. Promise.

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1lostone: (Default)
Title: Within You (Without You)
Writer: 1lostone (lj: 1lostoneficspot)
Alternate links: FF.net || Ao3 ||
Status of work: WIP- Ch 1/6
Characters and/or pairings: Sherlock/John, Ensemble
Rating: NC-17
Warnings, kinks & contents: Longer, more detailed list is at the bottom of this fic. Please read if you have any issues. This is a WIP so other tags might show up at random. First Time, Friends to Lovers, Elements of PTSD, Suicidal Thoughts, Descriptions of panic attacks, Codependency, Post Reichenbach, Depression, Claustrophobia, Hurt/Comfort, Jealousy, Angst, Accidental Voyeurism, Voyeurism, Non-Linear story
Length: chapter length varies- but word count for the first 4 chapters is 18,161
Author's note: Obviously, bit of a whump here. But I promise to make it better.
Summary: It wasn’t fair to say that Sherlock never miscalculated. As often as he might wish otherwise, Sherlock was, after all, only human. As John would say, ‘on the “rare” occasions when Sherlock bollocksed something up, he really bollocksed something up.' This was most definitely one of those times.

|| Chapter 1 || Chapter 2 ||

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1lostone: (Default)
Title: Within You (Without You)
Writer: 1lostone (lj: 1lostoneficspot)
Alternate links: FF.net || Ao3 ||
Status of work: WIP- Ch 1/6
Characters and/or pairings: Sherlock/John, Ensemble
Rating: NC-17
Warnings, kinks & contents: Longer, more detailed list is at the bottom of this fic. Please read if you have any issues. This is a WIP so other tags might show up at random. First Time, Friends to Lovers, Elements of PTSD, Suicidal Thoughts, Descriptions of panic attacks, Codependency, Post Reichenbach, Depression, Claustrophobia, Hurt/Comfort, Jealousy, Angst, Accidental Voyeurism, Voyeurism, Non-Linear story
Length: chapter length varies- but word count for the first 4 chapters is 18,161
Author's note: Obviously, bit of a whump here. But I promise to make it better.
Summary: It wasn’t fair to say that Sherlock never miscalculated. As often as he might wish otherwise, Sherlock was, after all, only human. As John would say, ‘on the “rare” occasions when Sherlock bollocksed something up, he really bollocksed something up.' This was most definitely one of those times.Read more... )

1lostone: (Default)
Title: Within You (Without You)
Writer: 1lostone (lj: [livejournal.com profile] 1lostoneficspot)
Alternate links: FF.net || Ao3 ||
Status of work: WIP- Ch 1/6
Characters and/or pairings: Sherlock/John, Ensemble
Rating: NC-17
Warnings, kinks & contents: Longer, more detailed list is at the bottom of this fic. Please read if you have any issues. This is a WIP so other tags might show up at random. First Time, Friends to Lovers, Elements of PTSD, Suicidal Thoughts, Descriptions of panic attacks, Codependency, Post Reichenbach, Depression, Claustrophobia, Hurt/Comfort, Jealousy, Angst, Accidental Voyeurism, Voyeurism, Non-Linear story
Length: chapter length varies- but word count for the first 4 chapters is 18,161
Author's note: Obviously, bit of a whump here. But I promise to make it better.
Summary: It wasn’t fair to say that Sherlock never miscalculated. As often as he might wish otherwise, Sherlock was, after all, only human. As John would say, ‘on the “rare” occasions when Sherlock bollocksed something up, he really bollocksed something up.'

This was most definitely one of those times.
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As always, thanks for commenting and the concrit, either here tumblr, or twitter!

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Title: Experimental Sexual Practices
Fandom: BBC Sherlock
Pairing: Johnlock
Words: 9486
Summary: Sherlock has a rather extensive list of things he wishes to try. If John's up for it.
Warnings:  Clothing kink, Orgasm delay/denial, blowjobs, fingerfucking, anal play, fisting *cough*
A/N:  Written as a birthday fic for [livejournal.com profile] jlm121 Thanks to diva0789 for the betaing even when she was sick as hell, and Gin for the britpick.If you made it past all the warnings and are still reading, I should warn you that this is my first fic in this fandom.Even more importantly, there are amazing bits of art embedded in this work. If for some reason you can't see them, I have included them at the bottom notes.

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU TO henshufangirl, and spicywolfette for volunteering to draw art for this ridiculous story and helping to make [livejournal.com profile] jlm121's birthday present a memorable one! SERIOUSLY I CAN'T THANK YOU BOTH ENOUGH.

For some reason, lj is screwing with the format, so I can't post the story here, but you can click here to read it on ao3.
(and if anyone has any suggestions, please let me know!)

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Title:  Nowhere Man
Fandom: Teen Wolf (Still regretting NOTHING!)
Words:  68,400 words. (This can be read as complete, although I do have a small epilogue planned.)
Summary: When Stiles leaves Beacon Hills, he does it without a backwards glance. For two years he is happy on the other side of the country- until someone targets not only him, but his daughter.Unfortunately, the asshole bodyguard his dad hired to make sure he gets back home is none other than Derek Hale. And that's really not very good for either of them.
Warnings: Attempt at plot!  Angst! Descriptions of panic attacks! alpha/omega dynamics(made up to fit this story. They're not the "typical" dynamics you find in fic)! Creepy stalker behavior! A metric fuckton of more angst! Boys being stupid! (mostly) Off-screen mpreg and ... kid!fic!

Anyway, this is dedicated to mah bb, jlm121 because I love her. And she made me watch Teen Wolf, so.


Read on Ao3   ||  Chapter 1  || Chapter 2 || Chapter 3  || Chapter 4  || Chapter 5 || Chapter 6 || Chapter 7 
                      || Chapter 8   || Chapter 9 || Chapter 10 || Chapter 11 || Epilogue (posted into two parts, 'cuz that's how I roll.)

I think when an "epilogue" is longer than some of the chapters, I should just suck it up and call it a chapter. Well... whatever you want to call it, here you go. First word of caution: Please only read this if you felt the "end" of the last chapter was missing. I know it's not possible to make everyone happy... but I tried! At least I tried to make Stiles and Zoe happy, and that's what's important, right? :)

It's been a wild ride and I thank you for sticking it out with me.


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1lostone: (Default)
Title:  Nowhere Man
Fandom: Teen Wolf (Still regretting NOTHING!)
Words:  68,400 words. (This can be read as complete, although I do have a small epilogue planned.)
Summary: When Stiles leaves Beacon Hills, he does it without a backwards glance. For two years he is happy on the other side of the country- until someone targets not only him, but his daughter.Unfortunately, the asshole bodyguard his dad hired to make sure he gets back home is none other than Derek Hale. And that's really not very good for either of them.
Warnings: Attempt at plot!  Angst! Descriptions of panic attacks! alpha/omega dynamics(made up to fit this story. They're not the "typical" dynamics you find in fic)! Creepy stalker behavior! A metric fuckton of more angst! Boys being stupid! (mostly) Off-screen mpreg and ... kid!fic!



Anyway, this is dedicated to mah bb, jlm121 because I love her. And she made me watch Teen Wolf, so.


Read on Ao3   ||  Chapter 1  || Chapter 2 || Chapter 3  || Chapter 4  || Chapter 5 || Chapter 6 || Chapter 7 
                      || Chapter 8   || Chapter 9 || Chapter 10 || Chapter 11 || Epilogue (posted into two parts, 'cuz that's how I roll.)

I think when an "epilogue" is longer than some of the chapters, I should just suck it up and call it a chapter. Well... whatever you want to call it, here you go. First word of caution: Please only read this if you felt the "end" of the last chapter was missing. I know it's not possible to make everyone happy... but I tried! At least I tried to make Stiles and Zoe happy, and that's what's important, right? :)

It's been a wild ride and I thank you for sticking it out with me.



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1lostone: (Default)
Title:  Nowhere Man
Fandom: Teen Wolf (Still regretting NOTHING!)
Words:  68,400 words. (This can be read as complete, although I do have a small epilogue planned.)
Summary: When Stiles leaves Beacon Hills, he does it without a backwards glance. For two years he is happy on the other side of the country- until someone targets not only him, but his daughter.Unfortunately, the asshole bodyguard his dad hired to make sure he gets back home is none other than Derek Hale. And that's really not very good for either of them.
Warnings: Attempt at plot!  Angst! Descriptions of panic attacks! alpha/omega dynamics(made up to fit this story. They're not the "typical" dynamics you find in fic)! Creepy stalker behavior! A metric fuckton of more angst! Boys being stupid! (mostly) Off-screen mpreg and ... kid!fic!



Anyway, this is dedicated to mah bb, jlm121 because I love her. And she made me watch Teen Wolf, so.


Read on Ao3   ||  Chapter 1  || Chapter 2 || Chapter 3  || Chapter 4  || Chapter 5 || Chapter 6 || Chapter 7 
                      || Chapter 8   || Chapter 9 || Chapter 10 || Chapter 11


The end... (okay there's an epilogue coming soon!) )
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Please see the bottom of the page for more notes for possibly triggery specifics on this chapter. Long chapter is Long. There is one more chapter after this and possibly an epilogue. Please see the end of this post for any trigger warnings.


Part II of chapter 10, sorry. )
1lostone: (Default)
Title:  Nowhere Man
Fandom: Teen Wolf (Still regretting NOTHING!)
Words: (this chap) aprox 10k. yes, you read that right. Sorry. Fic is at 61+ with one chapter (and probably an epilogue) to go.
Summary: When Stiles leaves Beacon Hills, he does it without a backwards glance. For two years he is happy on the other side of the country- until someone targets not only him, but his daughter.Unfortunately, the asshole bodyguard his dad hired to make sure he gets back home is none other than Derek Hale. And that's really not very good for either of them.
Warnings: Attempt at plot!  Angst! Descriptions of panic attacks! alpha/omega dynamics(made up to fit this story. They're not the "typical" dynamics you find in fic)! Creepy stalker behavior! A metric fuckton of more angst! Boys being stupid! (mostly) Off-screen mpreg and ... kid!fic! This is a wip.(Note possibly triggery occurrences such as assault, sex under false pretenses, etc.)
Anyway, this is dedicated to mah bb, jlm121 because I love her.  This chapter was kindly looked at by [livejournal.com profile] silvarbelle and [livejournal.com profile] jlm121, but all mistakes are mine!


Read on Ao3   ||  Chapter 1  || Chapter 2 || Chapter 3  || Chapter 4  || Chapter 5 || Chapter 6 || Chapter 7 
                      || Chapter 8   || Chapter 9 || Chapter 10



Please see the bottom of the page for more notes for possibly triggery specifics on this chapter. Long chapter is Long. There is one more chapter after this and possibly an epilogue. Please see the end of this post for any trigger warnings.

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1lostone: (Default)
Title:  Nowhere Man
Fandom: Teen Wolf (Still regretting NOTHING!)
Words: (this chap) aprox 5600
Summary: When Stiles leaves Beacon Hills, he does it without a backwards glance. For two years he is happy on the other side of the country- until someone targets not only him, but his daughter.Unfortunately, the asshole bodyguard his dad hired to make sure he gets back home is none other than Derek Hale. And that's really not very good for either of them.
Warnings: Attempt at plot!  Angst! Descriptions of panic attacks! alpha/omega dynamics(made up to fit this story. They're not the "typical" dynamics you find in fic)! Creepy stalker behavior! A metric fuckton of more angst! Boys being stupid! (mostly) Off-screen mpreg and ... kid!fic! This is a wip.
Anyway, this is dedicated to mah bb, jlm121 because I love her.   Beta'd by the amazing diva0789!


Read on Ao3   ||  Chapter 1  || Chapter 2 || Chapter 3  || Chapter 4  || Chapter 5 || Chapter 6 || Chapter 7  || Chapter 8



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1lostone: (Default)
Title:  Nowhere Man
Fandom: Teen Wolf (Still regretting NOTHING!)
Words: (this chap) aprox 5600
Summary: When Stiles leaves Beacon Hills, he does it without a backwards glance. For two years he is happy on the other side of the country- until someone targets not only him, but his daughter.Unfortunately, the asshole bodyguard his dad hired to make sure he gets back home is none other than Derek Hale. And that's really not very good for either of them.
Warnings: Attempt at plot!  Angst! Descriptions of panic attacks! alpha/omega dynamics(made up to fit this story. They're not the "typical" dynamics you find in fic)! Creepy stalker behavior! A metric fuckton of more angst! Boys being stupid! (mostly) Off-screen mpreg and ... kid!fic! This is a wip.
Anyway, this is dedicated to mah bb, jlm121 because I love her.   Beta'd by the amazing diva0789!


Read on Ao3   ||  Chapter 1  || Chapter 2 || Chapter 3  || Chapter 4  || Chapter 5 || Chapter 6



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1lostone: (Default)
Title:  Nowhere Man
Fandom: Teen Wolf (Still regretting NOTHING!)
Words: (this chap) aprox 5200
Summary: When Stiles leaves Beacon Hills, he does it without a backwards glance. For two years he is happy on the other side of the country- until someone targets not only him, but his daughter.Unfortunately, the asshole bodyguard his dad hired to make sure he gets back home is none other than Derek Hale. And that's really not very good for either of them.
Warnings: Attempt at plot!  Angst! Descriptions of panic attacks! alpha/omega dynamics(made up to fit this story. They're not the "typical" dynamics you find in fic)! Creepy stalker behavior! A metric fuckton of more angst! Boys being stupid! (mostly) Off-screen mpreg and ... kid!fic! This is a wip.
Anyway, this is dedicated to mah bb, jlm121 because I love her.   Beta'd by the amazing diva0789!


Read on Ao3   ||  Chapter 1  || Chapter 2 || Chapter 3  || Chapter 4  || Chapter 5 ||



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Author: 1lostone
Pairing: Kirk/Spock, Background (non-explicit) Bones/Uhura Sybok/T'Pring (non-explicit)
Rating: Adult
Words: 21453 COMPLETE!
Summary: Sometimes, break-ups are friendly. Sometimes, they are not. This is one of those times.
A/N: Thank you as always to jademac2442 for beta-ing for me. I'm really nervous about this particular fic because darke_wulf won a bid on me for the fandom_helps planned parenthood auction. The prompt is amazing and I hope that I do it justice, especially since I've never written some of its elements before. Thanks to jlm121 for all of the things.

Fair warning- jlm121 told me that she "wanted to slap Spock until her hand turned green."  I mean it about the angst. :) Title from Mummford and Sons song that's been stuck in my head for about forever, but it's not a songfic.

Chapter Notes: This chapter unbeta'd.

Chapter 1  ||  Chapter 2  || Chapter 3  || Chapter 4 || Chapter 5 ||  Ao3



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Title:  Nowhere Man
Fandom: Teen Wolf (Still regretting NOTHING!)
Words: (this chap) aprox 6500
Summary: When Stiles leaves Beacon Hills, he does it without a backwards glance. For two years he is happy on the other side of the country- until someone targets not only him, but his daughter.Unfortunately, the asshole bodyguard his dad hired to make sure he gets back home is none other than Derek Hale. And that's really not very good for either of them.
Warnings: Attempt at plot!  Angst! Descriptions of panic attacks! alpha/omega dynamics(made up to fit this story. They're not the "typical" dynamics you find in fic)! Creepy stalker behavior! A metric fuckton of more angst! Boys being stupid! (mostly) Off-screen mpreg and ... kid!fic! This is a wip. I hope to be able to post every three days or so, but fair warning.
Anyway, this is dedicated to mah bb, jlm121 because I love her.   Beta'd by the amazing diva0789!


Read on Ao3   ||  Chapter 1  || Chapter 2 || Chapter 3  ||


Long chapter is long. Sorry- one of these days I’ll be able to plan out chapters that are all roughly equal length, but today is not that day!

Chapter warning for angst and overly-dramatic writing, because I LOVE THIS TROPE OKAY. If anyone is still reading, then please continue to trust me. You can totally trust me, okay? Honest! NO REALLY. :D

Some possibly triggery behavior (not by either of main characters), also vomit. Ewwwww, my apologies.


Please see earlier chapter warnings! )
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Title:  Nowhere Man
Fandom: Teen Wolf (Still regretting NOTHING!)
Words: (this chap) 6325
Summary: When Stiles first heard from his father that he hired Derek Hale as a bodyguard, his first reaction was, ‘ANNND EYYYYYY EEEEE EYYYYYE EEEE EEEYYYYYE WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOUUUUUU' and a hysterical laugh. His second reaction was “Oh, shit,” and panic.
Warnings: Attempt at plot!  Angst! Descriptions of panic attacks! alpha/omega dynamics(made up to fit this story. They're not the "typical" dynamics you find in fic)! Creepy stalker behavior! A metric fuckton of more angst! Boys being stupid! (mostly) Off-screen mpreg and ... kid!fic! This is a wip. I hope to be able to post every three days or so, but fair warning.
Anyway, this is dedicated to mah bb, jlm121 because I love her.   Beta'd by the amazing diva0789!


Read on Ao3   ||  Chapter 1  || Chapter 2



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Title: What the Moon Showed Me
Rating: Adult
Words: 6677, 21k for series.
Summary: Two months after their night in the pool, Derek comes back.
A/N:For redhoodiestiles on tumblr.  I requested that she make me a video, and SHE DID.  Beta'd byjlm121 and diva0789, but any mistakes are mine. :)
Warnings: Fills my bites/marking spot on my kink bingo card! Warnings for mention of knotting, PWP, etc.

Or, read on Ao3 .

Sequel to What the Night Showed Me, although since they are both basically PWPs with no redeeming literary value whatsoever, you can read this by itself. Series Complete!





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1lostone: (Default)
Title:  Nowhere Man
Fandom: Teen Wolf (Still regretting NOTHING!)
Words: (this chap) 6325
Summary: When Stiles first heard from his father that he hired Derek Hale as a bodyguard, his first reaction was, ‘ANNND EYYYYYY EEEEE EYYYYYE EEEE EEEYYYYYE WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOUUUUUU' and a hysterical laugh. His second reaction was “Oh, shit,” and panic.
Warnings: Attempt at plot!  Angst! Descriptions of panic attacks! alpha/omega dynamics(made up to fit this story. They're not the "typical" dynamics you find in fic)! Creepy stalker behavior! A metric fuckton of more angst! Boys being stupid! (mostly) Off-screen mpreg and ... kid!fic! This is a wip. I hope to be able to post every three days or so, but fair warning.
Anyway, this is dedicated to mah bb, jlm121 because I love her.   Beta'd by the amazing diva0789!


Read on Ao3   ||  Chapter 1


Chapter 2

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1lostone: (Default)
Title:  Nowhere Man
Fandom: Teen Wolf (Still regretting NOTHING!)
Words: (this chap) 3780
Summary: When Stiles first heard from his father that he hired Derek Hale as a bodyguard, his first reaction was, ‘ANNND EYYYYYY EEEEE EYYYYYE EEEE EEEYYYYYE WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOUUUUUU' and a hysterical laugh. His second reaction was “Oh, shit,” and panic.
Warnings: Attempt at plot!  Angst! Descriptions of panic attacks! alpha/omega dynamics(made up to fit this story. They're not the "typical" dynamics you find in fic)! Creepy stalker behavior! A metric fuckton of more angst! Boys being stupid! (mostly) Off-screen mpreg and ... kid!fic! This is a wip. I hope to be able to post every three days or so, but fair warning.
A/N: Can I just say that way back in the day, when I first got into fandom (this was back when the Earth was cool and Frodo had first come out in theaters for those of you keeping score at home) I always said that there were two things I would probably never write. One was pon far, because ... yikes, Vulcan peen! the other was mpreg because.... yikes, assbabies! Then someone *coughcough [livejournal.com profile] jlm121 not like you don't know who you are cough* introduced me to this whole Alpha/Omega thing and it was like the seas of porn parted and the light of the righteous shown down upon my laptop... and yes. I did just make a religious metaphor for a smutty, completely ridiculous, gay porn story. You’re welcome. Anyway, this is dedicated to mah bb, [livejournal.com profile] jlm121 because I love her. Please know that some of this story is inspired by Dark Chocolate by Dianann. If you like Snarry, then I suggest you go read that since she is amazingly flawless and much better than I could ever hope to be.  Beta'd by the amazing [livejournal.com profile] diva0789

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Cover art by mari-mcsly
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Title: What the Night Brought Me
Rating: Adult
Words: 7250
Summary: Two months after their night in the pool, Derek comes back.
A/N:For redhoodiestiles on tumblr.  I requested that she make me a video, and SHE DID.  Beta'd byjlm121 and diva0789, but any mistakes are mine. :)
Warnings: Fills my bites/marking spot on my kink bingo card! Warnings for mention of knotting, PWP, etc.

Or, read on Ao3.

Sequel to What the Water Gave Me, although since they are both basically PWPs with no redeeming literary value whatsoever, you can read this by itself. There will be one more story though in this series. :D

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