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Title:  Nowhere Man
Fandom: Teen Wolf (Still regretting NOTHING!)
Words: (this chap) aprox 10k. yes, you read that right. Sorry. Fic is at 61+ with one chapter (and probably an epilogue) to go.
Summary: When Stiles leaves Beacon Hills, he does it without a backwards glance. For two years he is happy on the other side of the country- until someone targets not only him, but his daughter.Unfortunately, the asshole bodyguard his dad hired to make sure he gets back home is none other than Derek Hale. And that's really not very good for either of them.
Warnings: Attempt at plot!  Angst! Descriptions of panic attacks! alpha/omega dynamics(made up to fit this story. They're not the "typical" dynamics you find in fic)! Creepy stalker behavior! A metric fuckton of more angst! Boys being stupid! (mostly) Off-screen mpreg and ... kid!fic! This is a wip.(Note possibly triggery occurrences such as assault, sex under false pretenses, etc.)
Anyway, this is dedicated to mah bb, jlm121 because I love her.  This chapter was kindly looked at by silvarbelle and jlm121, but all mistakes are mine!


Read on Ao3   ||  Chapter 1  || Chapter 2 || Chapter 3  || Chapter 4  || Chapter 5 || Chapter 6 || Chapter 7 
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Please see the bottom of the page for more notes for possibly triggery specifics on this chapter. Long chapter is Long. There is one more chapter after this and possibly an epilogue. Please see the end of this post for any trigger warnings.

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Title:  Nowhere Man
Fandom: Teen Wolf (Still regretting NOTHING!)
Words: (this chap) aprox 5600
Summary: When Stiles leaves Beacon Hills, he does it without a backwards glance. For two years he is happy on the other side of the country- until someone targets not only him, but his daughter.Unfortunately, the asshole bodyguard his dad hired to make sure he gets back home is none other than Derek Hale. And that's really not very good for either of them.
Warnings: Attempt at plot!  Angst! Descriptions of panic attacks! alpha/omega dynamics(made up to fit this story. They're not the "typical" dynamics you find in fic)! Creepy stalker behavior! A metric fuckton of more angst! Boys being stupid! (mostly) Off-screen mpreg and ... kid!fic! This is a wip.
Anyway, this is dedicated to mah bb, jlm121 because I love her.   Beta'd by the amazing diva0789!


Read on Ao3   ||  Chapter 1  || Chapter 2 || Chapter 3  || Chapter 4  || Chapter 5 || Chapter 6 || Chapter 7  || Chapter 8

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Title:  Weep, Little Lionman
Author: 1lostone
Pairing: Kirk/Spock, Background (non-explicit) Bones/Uhura
Rating: Adult
Summary: Sometimes, break-ups are friendly. Sometimes, they are not. This is one of those times.
A/N: Thank you as always to jademac2442 for beta-ing for me. I'm really nervous about this particular fic because darke_wulf won a bid on me for the fandom_helps planned parenthood auction. The prompt is amazing and I hope that I do it justice, especially since I've never written some of its elements before. Thanks to my cheerleaders: jlm121 and ninjaboots for the occasional kick in the ass. Fair warning- jlm121 told me that she "wanted to slap Spock until her hand turned green."  I mean it about the angst. :) Title from Mummford and Sons song that's been stuck in my head for about forever, but it's not a songfic. This is a WIP, and I will be sticking to a update once a week schedule. ♥

Chapter Notes: This chapter unbeta'd.

Chapter 1  ||  Chapter 2  || Chapter 3  || Chapter 4 || Chapter 5 ||  Ao3

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Title: Hey There Little Red...
Fandom: Teenwolf (shame. I have none.)
Pairing: Derek/Stiles
Rating: Adult
Word Count: 5550, this chapter.
Warnings: *highlight for spoilers: H/C, Angst, POSSIBLE spoilers for upcoming episodes, rimming, first-time, knotting, possessive behavior... and uh, yeah. Underage. I don't know how old Stiles is in the show, but for my peace of mind he's going to be seventeen.
Summary: (Post ep for S2e04) Stiles knew that agreeing to meet Lydia in the middle of the damn woods, in the middle of the damn night wasn't one of his best ideas. Really. He did.
A/N: This is my first fic in this fandom. Thanks to Jen and jihime47 for taking a look at this the first chapter of this for me, but everything else is unbeta'd. Jen has the patience of a saint. That is all. 
Chapter Notes:  Please don't kill me over where this leaves off...


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Title: Hey There Little Red...
Fandom: Teenwolf (shame. I have none.)
Pairing: Derek/Stiles
Rating: Adult
Word Count: 3600, this chapter.
Warnings: *highlight for spoilers: H/C, Angst, POSSIBLE spoilers for upcoming episodes, rimming, first-time, knotting, possessive behavior... and uh, yeah. Underage. I don't know how old Stiles is in the show, but for my peace of mind he's going to be seventeen.
Summary: (Post ep for S2e04) Stiles knew that agreeing to meet Lydia in the middle of the damn woods, in the middle of the damn night wasn't one of his best ideas. Really. He did.
A/N: This is my first fic in this fandom. I blame Tyler Hoechlin. Oh, and Dylan O'Brien. And whoever the fucking genius was that decided that they should both be soaking wet in a pool together.  *blink* *dopey grin* Wait. What was I saying?  Oh yeah. My first fic.  So...here you go!  Thanks to Jen and jihime47 for taking a look at this the first chapter of this for me, but everything else is unbeta'd. Jen has the patience of a saint. That is all. 
Chapter Notes:  1) I made it so that it's at the end of school; sorry if that's not canon.  2) Also, this is officially an AU due to the damn writers not doing anything that I expected. 3) I seem to be banging this out more quickly than I had anticipated, but my usual posting schedule is once every 2-3 days. :)

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Title:  Weep, Little Lionman
Author: 1lostone
Pairing: Kirk/Spock, Background (non-explicit) Bones/Uhura
Rating: Adult
Summary: Sometimes, break-ups are friendly. Sometimes, they are not. This is one of those times.
A/N: Thank you as always to jademac2442 for beta-ing for me. I'm really nervous about this particular fic because darkewulf won a bid on me for the fandom_helps[Bad username or unknown identity: ]planned parenthood auction. The prompt is amazing and I hope that I do it justice, especially since I've never written some of its elements before. Thanks to my cheerleaders: jlm121 and ninjaboots for the occasional kick in the ass. Fair warning- jlm121 told me that she "wanted to slap Spock until her hand turned green."  I mean it about the angst. :) Title from Mummford and Sons song that's been stuck in my head for about forever, but it's not a songfic.  This is a WIP, and I will be sticking to a update once a week schedule. I'm already at about 15k, so it's leaning towards the epic side. If that's not your thing then bail now. ♥

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Author: 1lostone
Fandom: X-Men (XMFC, X1, X2, X3 + comics)
Rating: NC-17 in beginning and later chapters. Rest of fic at a R for language, etc.
Pairing: Logan/Marie, Erik/Charles
Summary: Post X3 (AU). A "cured" Marie sits in her room, listening to the half-insane howls that split the quiet night. She doesn't know the whole story of what happened that night, but she knows that Logan is hurt and being kept locked up in the mansion for the students' protection. Unfortunately (or perhaps fortunately) her one-woman rescue mission starts a chain of events that she never could have imagined. Between the voices in her head and the fact that someone seems to want her dead, the only thing she can do is run.
Warnings: Het, slash. More Rogan then Cherik but if either one of those isn't your thing then feel free to skip the bow chika wow parts. Angst, Hurt/Comfort, More Angst- It's the OTHER WHITE MEAT AND I LOVE IT. Also a lot of sex, duh.
Word Count: 16000/?, WIP  Unbeta'd.... sorry.
Author's Note:  This is my first fic in this fandom, so be gentle. After a conversation with jlm121, I asked myself, "What would happen if XMFC-Charles was stuck with Logan and Erik in Marie's head?...." and this is what I came up with.

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Chapter 1 || Chapter 2 ||

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Author: 1lostone
Fandom: X-Men (XMFC, X1, X2, X3 + comics)
Rating: NC-17 in beginning and later chapters. Rest of fic at a R for language, etc.
Pairing: Logan/Marie, Erik/Charles
Summary: Post X3 (AU). A "cured" Marie sits in her room, listening to the half-insane howls that split the quiet night. She doesn't know the whole story of what happened that night, but she knows that Logan is hurt and being kept locked up in the mansion for the students' protection. Unfortunately (or perhaps fortunately) her one-woman rescue mission starts a chain of events that she never could have imagined. Between the voices in her head and the fact that someone seems to want her dead, the only thing she can do is run.
Warnings: Het, slash. More Rogan then Cherik but if either one of those isn't your thing then feel free to skip the bow chika wow parts. Angst, Hurt/Comfort, More Angst- It's the OTHER WHITE MEAT AND I LOVE IT. Also a lot of sex, duh.
Word Count: this chapter 5780, WIP
Author's Note: Thanks to jlm121 for the look-through and jademac2442 for the beta. This is my first fic in this fandom, so be gentle. After a conversation with jlm121, I asked myself, "What would happen if XMFC-Charles was stuck with Logan and Erik in Marie's head?...." and this is what I came up with.

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Title: If You Can’t Be With The One You Love, Honey…
Rating: NC-17 overall
Word Count:  36K.
Status: Complete!
Paring: K/S  (Background Uhura/Bones)
Warnings:  ALL OF THE KINKS are in this chapter.
Summary: Spock has a… not all together logical reaction to Captain Kirk’s constant disregard for his own safety on away missions.
Beta: jademac2442  (Although I fiddled with it after she gave it back, so any mistakes are all on me!

Chapter 1 Chapter 2  Chapter 3  Chapter 4   Chapter 5 Part I Chapter 6 Pt 1 Chapter 7 part 1

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Title: If You Can’t Be With The One You Love, Honey…
Rating: NC-17 overall
Word Count:  6040/ ??? (30,396 so far)
Paring: K/S  (Background Uhura/Bones)
Warnings:  Mangled Shakespeare.
Summary: Spock has a… not all together logical reaction to Captain Kirk’s constant disregard for his own safety on away missions.
Beta: jademac2442  (Although I fiddled with it after she gave it back, so any mistakes are all on me!

Chapter 1 Chapter 2  Chapter 3  Chapter 4   Chapter 5 Part I Chapter 6 Pt 1

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